Dear God,
make a better woman out of me.
fill in the spaces that leave me feeling empty.
silence those voices that violently scream,
that attempt to hijack my dreams,
and tell me that things are much worse than they seem.
even on a crowded scene,
i could hear a faint ring.
afflicted, addicted, convicted my spirit,
i tried to fit in but knew i was different.
i looked in the mirror with pity and shame.
no honor in lust,
no love in this game.
double minded ways brought on my delay.
what was only meant for hours turned to months,
years and added a day.
welcome to the wilderness, the land of emptiness.
roaming with no map, losing my tracks,
cause every path i tried to run to would redirect me back.
to you. am i going in circles or am i trapped in a maze?
imagine a writer of words with nothing to say.
rinse out my mouth,
refine my soul,
declutter my mind,
oh Lord, take full control
Repair my heart,
it’s broken and bare.
the little piece i still have,
requires immediate care.
i destroy old idols,
i take back my title,
please order my steps to prepare for your arrival.
© trulysincerelyy