The Halfway Lovers
they want what they fail to give. They drink but they never pour. They say it but won’t show it. They discover but won’t explore. They leave you wanting more. Intimacy is limited starting and stopping at the skin. Halfway is the lover who expects you to knock but won't you let in. Half-way lover, is it true that you wish to experience love in all of its fullness? Halfway is the wrong way, sometimes the long way but you must meet love where it is at. Love remains even where there is a lack. Love may inconvenience you and interrupt the flow while you are all settled but little do you know, the water in this river has the healing to quench the thirst for your wounded vessel. Love is not a race, you don’t need to get there first, just be present. Put your whole heart in it. Immersed. Even if it all takes you back to the beginning, a whole new world, love will keep the planet spinning.
Halfway won’t save you. There is no place halfway can take you. If you don’t stand for something, everything will stand on you. And what you run from is what you run into. How can you give love so passively, when you once pursued love so passionately? You loved me deeply yesterday but today, you're walking right past me. Love carried you on its back, now it’s your time for the heavy lifting and it’s too much at stake. You say you can’t bare the weight of the mistakes of all the hearts you chose to break. Imagine giving what you can’t take, Halfway love is the epitome of a lack of faith. Dismissive and afraid. Halfway love is like leaving lights on in a house yet no one is home. Empty beautiful spaces, bodies with no faces. you write your love in pencil, just in case you need to erase. One hand holds, the other hand pushes away. Eventually, everything you touch will fade away. Oh, don’t curse love by loving halfway.
© trulysincerelyy