God knows something we don’t know
but he wants us to know. the question is are we are willing to receive? As a small child, God gave me a dream that never left me. That dream confirmed Gods existence, it was terrifying but beautiful. The details of the dream will remain between me and the LORD for now but i will say that i believe it was the first time he showed me a glimpse of his glory. Why that tender age and why do i still remember every detail of the dream, being that it well over 20 years ago? I remain in awe, only a dream from the eternal, the almighty, the divine, the most high could stay on my mind after all this time. it lingers on. like fragrant oil penetrated in my pores. the impression is evidence of the divine source. it’s as if the older i get, the more i revisit the dream. Just waiting for the true revelation. I do believe one of the messages of the dream was to be watchful. Pay attention. That he is very present and in the midst of it all. That if i kept my eyes on him, no matter what it looks like around me, that he will provide.
The holy spirit is teaching me that God is more than willing to tell us everything we need to know. we don’t have to go looking for it, it will find us. There is a poem i wrote a while ago saying “what you run from..is what you run into” saying that even avoiding the truth doesn’t guarantee you’ll never get it. so if you’re walking toward the truth, surely will you find it. I must remain humble in his presence. His living word remains true in my heart. Understanding doesn’t come first. I had to surrender, submit, obey and then understand followed. Understanding the matters of the spirit is actually a gift given by the LORD. Those who don’t understand refuse to surrender, therefore God will not allow them to understand what they don’t revere. So we can’t expect to fully comprehend without being willing to submit to his will. It takes nothing away from me doing so, if anything it adds to me. It strengthens me. it makes things clear for me.
how did i get to the point of surrendering to what I cannot see? His glory. It’s beautiful. i’ll keep saying it but don’t let it pass you by. don’t blink, don’t turn your head, don’t be distracted or you’ll miss everything. pay attention. stop and smell the roses. the rose of sharon is in the details. he’s in the things and places and people we tend to look over. see not with your eyes but your heart.but sometimes even witnessing his glory is not enough for our stubborn flesh to fully submit, so then then we find ourselves in a vicious cycle of resistance, frustration, everything attempted, not gong according to plan and even getting what you want, bringing no fulfillment. That is God allowing us to feel the consequences of living a life without him. discontentment, uncertainty, no joy, no peace, no love, nothing is ever enough because he is what’s missing. it’s not until i realized, oh, what i was looking for can only be found in him, through him and because of him. its true. and the negative consequences isn’t punishment it’s simply a result of going against his will. it’s like swimming in a river naturally flowing east but we as humans attempting to swim west ward but what we don’t know is that there is a beast who’s mouth is wide open awaiting for you, hiding on the sideline of the river banks. With that being said: God knows something we don’t know and until the appointed time for him to reveal the why, in the meantime, in between time, let his will be done, so that we may be blessed for it. © trulysincerelyy
“What you want might make you cry and what you need might pass you by, if you don’t catch it. and what you need, ironically will turn out what you want to be, if you just let it.” Lauryn Hill “ when it hurts so bad” beautiful lyrics about the divine will of God in our lives. It hurts to let go of your own desires but it feels good in the end when we find out the truth behind the reason. Hallelujah. Be strong in the LORD and overcome temptation and may the word reside in all of our hearts.